Amos says that my darling millie is sitting on 4 eggs!! Yay... they are hatching soon!!!!!!
I am sooo excited. Soon soon soon... but my exams are coming too... =( to death with all of them.. sigh.. i just hate to study.... 3 sems more. I'll finish them in no time!!!!




went for yean's bday party last night.. was quite irritated with my uniform cos it's so big...anw the food was great and the it's good to meet old friends again. Met fidia,gladys,lichen, jul, june,wai yin, ruth and few others. We played a game of guessture.. rather funny. Selina, wai yin and I on one team, june, lichen and jul the other team.
We took pics in geeky toy specs.. and well of cos we got yean to open her pressies... hhaha.. i hope she like her europe travel book with the travel journal..
Suppose to have a company dinner tonight but i told mum she can go ahead with the rest, i'll just stay at home to study.. =(

I wanna go tooooooo.................*sob*
i hate being a student sometimes....




Death an inevitable thing everyone will face someday.
Recently, on my way to work..funeral wakes are like everywhere. So creepy.
Which somehow reminds me of my beloved grandparents.
Ppl dont quite appreciate each other when they are alive.
It is when someone dies and suddenly u feel tht the person u know is not tht any longer.
It's somehow doesnt seem real at all.
My mum used to purchase her mobile phones from this guy near my shop.
There was this cheery guy with a super bright red beng-ish looking hair mending the shop.
Mum like to joke with him and then one fine day, i was told tht he died in a bike accident.
I just cldnt believe it. It almost seemed like a dream. Took everyone a long long while to digest tht news.
Then my secondary sch band senior who killed herself sometime ago. Although not on familiar terms but I took tht news in tht same manner. Somehow hard to describe that feeling, it's almost like u r living in denial. The news just somehow bounce off ur face and come back again.
And you'll just stop and think abt what u've just heard and time just stop at that point of time.
Just wondering am I the only one who feels like tht or something.

Back to reality..
I am currently mugging away but mum still need me at work. Sometimes I just feel so tired being the eldest in my family. I really want to study but somehow I need to work too. Mum thinks tht she set up a bright path for me- to take over her business.
Seriously..I think I would like to make my own choices.. but nobody seems to care abt my choice.
Today somehow during work i think i strain my right leg and it's aching like mad... Job hazard. This few days I would need to stay up til quite late to replace my lost time of studying. Was thinking of ways to ultilise my time..One of it was to record my lectures and playing it while i am working(of cos not loudly,using mp3 or something) but then again i am in a service line and i need to communicate with my customers. The only thing i can do is to recall my facts..doing a revision in my head but was almost tempted to pull up my notes when i cant recall. ARGHHH....




I'm stuck with so many sentence to remember. ARGHHH... Exam period my most dreaded time of the yr.
This yr is coming to a close. I've got so much things to do.
Upcoming Events:

-Faith Kids Camp
-Faith convention (worship team)
-New menu for the shop
-Finishing the remaining of my art pieces
-Setting up of online shop for my shoes (with yean)
-Working to save for next sem expenses
-Packing my stuff to shift to new house
-Coming up with design for my room
-Catching up with Jia.


This sunday I am going to Yean's 21st bday party. Managed to solve my "Old Sch Days " theme. I borrowed my sis's friend's ACJC uniform. Attending the party with a lil gothic touch. Haha..
Tp band concert is coming.. I really wish to attend but tht will mean i am giving up revision time. If time permits, i'll definitely support you guys k!! Trombone Rocks!!! Hopefully i can make it. (*cross my fingers*).




Recently I feel like some insect, trap in a jar. I get messages from few ppl to put my moola into good use. Almost like a weekly reminder. Louisa are you free,Louisa are you free, Louisa are you free...

No i am not.

If you want me to consider, leave it to me to contact you. Don't contact me every week and want me to come down and makan or what with you. I got no time even for myself. I dont want to be mean but If you really want to meet me to have lunch, it shld be purely a luncheon. No ulterior motive. I dont wish to offend any of you since you are all my friends. Anyhow, none of those that bugs me reads this post. Just another one of my anger venting entry.

*sigh....

Yesterday my whole family went to chomp chomp for supper. One of the best time I spent in weeks.. =)




bummer...here I am rotting at mum's place. Sometimes i am just so bored but too bad nobody have the free time to talk to me. *pout*
oh well, this morning on the way to work with mum, the taxi driver was talking on his walkie talkie to his friend.
Friend 1: "ello ello.. ai ke KTM lim kopi mai.. wa zhing gu bo ke liao"
(eh wanna go drink coffee not i very long nv go)
Friend 2: "okok... I go there wait for you"
Friend 1:"confirm buay..so i go where and wait for u"
Taxi driver: " eheh.. i suggest free parking at ...blahblah. free and aircon very gd"

hahaha damn entertaining, mum and I were giggling our guts out. Last time dad used to have walkie talkie too. His colleague will blast bollywood music all the way.. kinda fun to have a line of communication where everyone can hear.

I am suppose to do my revision but then again, I just cant seem to start at all. Wanted to bring my kaya out to the shop but later on meeting customer for dinner. In the end she cancelled the dinner and i wasted the chance to bring her out. darn...

yean's bday coming and her theme "old sch days" is giving me a headache. Been 5 years since i left my uniform. Dont even know where is it. Asking sis if I can borrow her friend acjc uni or else i'll need to come up with something. I've been considering my bro's uniform but then again yean say i'll look like a drown rat in it. Besides, his white shirt is looks grey to me. I wonder what he do in school. Roll on the floor ? Guys... always so dirty..

Been so tempted to get a TAG. lack that moola. I need to save for other stuff. Got to pay for my own books and expenses when sch reopens.Not forgetting i need a laptop too..I am suppose to meet up eigene and winnie to talk abt my cpf investment but... got no time. Kinda tired these days, guess I need a short holiday..Sigh...

Long post huh.. but i am so bored. So pls tahan my ranting. Jia cheer up k. You can read my post to cheer up cos i am equallybored and lonely like you.Cant wait for you to be back. Then we can explore new places, go eat indian food,get some henna done, visit the zoo?... I dunno..one of these days i wanna start my outdoor sketching..hehe girl power =) Youstill have your fencing but i miss my band days esp my trombone. Been away from music scores for almost a year. When you come back we go eat something nice k. Maybe some turkish food or something out of the ordinary..and christmas is coming!!! I think you love christmas as much as I do. Too bad by the time you come back I might already have moved to serangoon.

kk.. I'll end my nonsense here. Looking forward to meet you soon. This would our tenth yr of bestfriend-hood. Must do something speacial. (dont make me go sit those roller coaster stuff..)




Few days ago across this taxi driver on my home. He's a very old nice guy, super friendly and easy going. He drives the taxi for the sake of passing his time. He finds tht paying rent of the taxi is worthwhile even when it means ferrying his grandchildren ard for treats. He's a retired university lecturer. He's a God-loving man. He says.. "everyday in ur life is precious. God make every other day the same but in everybody's life it's a total different experience. Some may be happy and others sad. babies being born and ppl dying. To make peace with yourself, you need to make peace with others."
hmm... thank God for such an inspiring soul.

Today i took a day off and went for a parrot outing. Lots and lots of birds out there. Happy to know other parrot-loving ppl. I am so glad tht i got to carry an ekkie.. but too bad i didnt have a chance with the too. next time i guess. i think after what my friend's ag did to my poor fingers i am kinda apprehensive towards big birds. oh well.. cowardy me




Lord my heart cries out Glory to the King
My greatest Love in life, I hand You everything
"Glory,Glory" I hear the angels sing.

Your a Father to the fatherless
The answer to my dreams
I sing You crown in righteousness
we cry glory to the King

Comforter to the Lonely
The lifter of my head
I see you veiled in majesty

We cry glory, glory
We cry glory to the King





Lord I want to feel your glorious presence.
Let your great cloud of Glory be a blessing to me and every else around me.




guilty as ever, I somehow always abandon my blog. hehe oh well. No doubt I was busy. Suppose to be mugging for my history of management thought test on mon (can someone pls kill me another way). Lectures are over, exam's in ard a month's time. meanwhile "i've got alot of I wanna DOs, I wanna BUYs and I wish".. hehe so here goes...(OH.. do numbers are random..)

1. Visit the dentist (to get my annoying wisdom teeth ( yes..more than 1 ) OUT of my mouth
2. Practice my bass guitar.. got this feeling dean feel like killing me everytime i go for class
3. Buy down an entire library (stock stock stock.. if i got the moola)
4. Buy a small TV so i can play my ps2 in my room. (HA!)
5. Relearn Jap
6. Continue with salsa (or maybe ballroom dancing)
7. Cosplay?? (those jap ones are soooo cool... hmm who shld i be?? clare frm claymore?? HAA!)
8. Backpack backpack backpack backpack
9. visit spain venice brazil greece vietnam india japan korea ......... (am i too ambitious??)
10. Study as hard as I can (sounds easy but it's not)
11. Go for mission trip ? so orphanage or something?
12. havahnas...
13. birkens
14. finish selling my shoes
15. Sketch paint sketch paint sketch paint (esp outdoor sketch!!)
16. finding in-expensive frames for my painting
17. go watch a musical
18. G.O.A.D (for me to know)
19. Just lie on the grass and see the stars
20. OH i nearly forgot ... i am sooo tempted to learn Aikido


by the way jia i miss you loads.